overload!

It suddenly struck me that I have literally been working day and night for the past week, with almost zero entertainment in my life..


Everyday consists of going to school, lessons, homework, readings (notes and textbooks), replying emails, packing mails, updating new stocks, checking stocks, doing meetups.. and other than that, sleeping (like 3-6 hours a day), basic human essentials like bathing, eating etc.. and that's about it! Nope, no TV, no computer games, no going out... The only entertainment is probably watching youtube while packing mails? But thats just running in the background coz most of my attention is still on mails packing, and when the video ended i realise that i didn't really know what it was about. LOL! That's practically been my life for the past week! Was so busy that i didn't even have time to THINK about going out or slacking, coz i'm always rushing deadlines, rushing readings, homework, rushing to reply emails and pack mails before i sleep..

And the online store is like constantly running in the back of my head.. I simply cannot go to sleep when i know theres still tons of emails to reply and tons of mails to pack. I try to reply emails at least the next day.. So i try to reply at least until the previous day's email. If i don't it will just constantly bother me.. There have been days when i already buay tahan go to sleep, but after lying down for 3 minutes i cannot take it and simply have to get up and finish replying and packing. LOL.

Kind of a miracle considering how much i love to play computer games and watching TV. like i used to be a hardcore slacker! i was so pro at slacking that i can slack the whole day away without doing anything productive and dont even know myself what i've done for the day.. My mum ALWAYS scolds me with "you do useless things everyday! don't do anything useful!" (in chinese, haha weird translation but you know what i mean). And today she scolded me with that line again when i woke up late (coz friday no school! caught up on some sleep). And i'm so used to her scolding me that sentence (which always tends to be true), that i didn't rebut and just kept quiet. After a few minutes it struck me, eh wait, i where got slack lor??

But i'm still enjoying the work i have lah.. This post is not a complaining or whining post. I'm just shocked at myself for being so hardworking. haha. (:

Ok more mails packing at 1.55am in the morning! nites all (: